Why this? Why now?

I have given a great deal of thought to whether or not a blog is right for me. I have been on an amazing journey - some of it very sad, some of it profoundly joyful. Transformation is possible - I know because it is happening with me.

I can't say for sure when it all started, other than it started happening with tremendous regularity upon my 40th birthday. This may be a rather normal occurence - you reach a certain age and start wondering if this is all there is in life. Am I doing what I'm meant to be doing? Are my beliefs real - what are my beliefs exactly?

Here's a smattering of the journey -

I got a divorce and began to discover and explore life from a much different perspective.

I began thinking about my health and researching and reaching out to learn things like: what I should be doing to avoid heart disease. The book, The China Study, changed my life. I am now a vegetarian. This also led me to quit smoking....and finally to stop drinking, too (I don't care what the studies say - just eat the grapes instead).

I have embarked upon an incredible spiritual journey - from a comparative religions class, to studying Ayurvedic living (of which I'm now studying to become an instructor), to learning more about Buddhism, and, as documented here in my blog, an active study of A Course In Miracles.

I am in a place in my life where I finally recognize very consciously that what I put in my mind and in my body is what comes out. As I am reminded most days when listening to Deepak Chopra's soul affirmations, "My body is the garden of my soul."

May I be of vessel of spirit, of loving-compassion.

Yes, I do think a blog is right for me. Thank you for joining me.
Namaste,

mac

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Day 120 - Lesson 119

Review -

107 - Truth will correct all errors in my mind.
108 - To give and to receive are one in truth.

Today ended up being a day of searching for truth - though completely unplanned.  I asked Source to use me as an instrument in all of my encounters and interactions.  I typically start out my day asking this.  However, today, I asked it over and over again.  It's not because I thought Love was slacking, it's because I wanted to make certain I was listening.  It wasn't easy.  I will be praying about the situations I encountered today for the remainder of the weekend, with every faith that Source will guide me in providing the information I am responsible for on Monday.

I know this all sounds very cryptic.  However, all that is important is communicating with Source; being silent so I can hear the message.  When I give silence I am able to receive the truth.
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