Why this? Why now?

I have given a great deal of thought to whether or not a blog is right for me. I have been on an amazing journey - some of it very sad, some of it profoundly joyful. Transformation is possible - I know because it is happening with me.

I can't say for sure when it all started, other than it started happening with tremendous regularity upon my 40th birthday. This may be a rather normal occurence - you reach a certain age and start wondering if this is all there is in life. Am I doing what I'm meant to be doing? Are my beliefs real - what are my beliefs exactly?

Here's a smattering of the journey -

I got a divorce and began to discover and explore life from a much different perspective.

I began thinking about my health and researching and reaching out to learn things like: what I should be doing to avoid heart disease. The book, The China Study, changed my life. I am now a vegetarian. This also led me to quit smoking....and finally to stop drinking, too (I don't care what the studies say - just eat the grapes instead).

I have embarked upon an incredible spiritual journey - from a comparative religions class, to studying Ayurvedic living (of which I'm now studying to become an instructor), to learning more about Buddhism, and, as documented here in my blog, an active study of A Course In Miracles.

I am in a place in my life where I finally recognize very consciously that what I put in my mind and in my body is what comes out. As I am reminded most days when listening to Deepak Chopra's soul affirmations, "My body is the garden of my soul."

May I be of vessel of spirit, of loving-compassion.

Yes, I do think a blog is right for me. Thank you for joining me.
Namaste,

mac

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Day 114 - Lesson 113

Review -

95 - I am one Self, united with my Creator.
96 - Salvation come from my one Self.

These are good lessons for this day, which is both the Law of Pure Potentiality and Easter.

I began my day with a long meditation period.  I focused on the soul questions and then spent the better part of two hours in and out of the gap.  I enjoyed a morning of family time and preparing food for a family gathering in celebration of Easter.  We had a delicious meal with family. And then, even though it was bitterly cold and windy, we focused on rejoicing in the sunshine and spent time walking in the beauty of our home.

It was a total blessing to abide by the steps suggested for applying the Law of Pure Potentiality.  It is a blessing to know that I am united with my creator; that my salvation is secure.
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