Why this? Why now?

I have given a great deal of thought to whether or not a blog is right for me. I have been on an amazing journey - some of it very sad, some of it profoundly joyful. Transformation is possible - I know because it is happening with me.

I can't say for sure when it all started, other than it started happening with tremendous regularity upon my 40th birthday. This may be a rather normal occurence - you reach a certain age and start wondering if this is all there is in life. Am I doing what I'm meant to be doing? Are my beliefs real - what are my beliefs exactly?

Here's a smattering of the journey -

I got a divorce and began to discover and explore life from a much different perspective.

I began thinking about my health and researching and reaching out to learn things like: what I should be doing to avoid heart disease. The book, The China Study, changed my life. I am now a vegetarian. This also led me to quit smoking....and finally to stop drinking, too (I don't care what the studies say - just eat the grapes instead).

I have embarked upon an incredible spiritual journey - from a comparative religions class, to studying Ayurvedic living (of which I'm now studying to become an instructor), to learning more about Buddhism, and, as documented here in my blog, an active study of A Course In Miracles.

I am in a place in my life where I finally recognize very consciously that what I put in my mind and in my body is what comes out. As I am reminded most days when listening to Deepak Chopra's soul affirmations, "My body is the garden of my soul."

May I be of vessel of spirit, of loving-compassion.

Yes, I do think a blog is right for me. Thank you for joining me.
Namaste,

mac

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Day 9 - Lesson 9

I see nothing as it is now. This lesson talks about how each small step we take in clearing our minds a little of the darkness goes away.  As practicing the lessons continues, we finally lighten every corner of our minds.

I took a walk in the late afternoon, with the beagle and a special little someone.  We had our winter gear on (which made it a little more challenging to walk).  The wind was fairly strong (which made it even a little more challenging).  Ice shards stabbed us from the sky (yep, challenging to the point that I could have easily turned around).  However, instead of focusing on all that - we heaved the darkness aside and forged our way into the light (at least for a little while).  The beagle sniffed to her heart's content while my special little someone and I stomped through every mud puddle in our path, we threw rocks into the surf, and found three lovely pieces of beach glass. 

Being in the moment, sharing air, space, and time with that special little someone reminds me that the spark of the divine exists in each of us.  It is easiest to spot in these simplest of moments - a dog, a child, a mud puddle, a storm - giggles and hand-holding.

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