Why this? Why now?

I have given a great deal of thought to whether or not a blog is right for me. I have been on an amazing journey - some of it very sad, some of it profoundly joyful. Transformation is possible - I know because it is happening with me.

I can't say for sure when it all started, other than it started happening with tremendous regularity upon my 40th birthday. This may be a rather normal occurence - you reach a certain age and start wondering if this is all there is in life. Am I doing what I'm meant to be doing? Are my beliefs real - what are my beliefs exactly?

Here's a smattering of the journey -

I got a divorce and began to discover and explore life from a much different perspective.

I began thinking about my health and researching and reaching out to learn things like: what I should be doing to avoid heart disease. The book, The China Study, changed my life. I am now a vegetarian. This also led me to quit smoking....and finally to stop drinking, too (I don't care what the studies say - just eat the grapes instead).

I have embarked upon an incredible spiritual journey - from a comparative religions class, to studying Ayurvedic living (of which I'm now studying to become an instructor), to learning more about Buddhism, and, as documented here in my blog, an active study of A Course In Miracles.

I am in a place in my life where I finally recognize very consciously that what I put in my mind and in my body is what comes out. As I am reminded most days when listening to Deepak Chopra's soul affirmations, "My body is the garden of my soul."

May I be of vessel of spirit, of loving-compassion.

Yes, I do think a blog is right for me. Thank you for joining me.
Namaste,

mac

Monday, January 31, 2011

Day 31 - Lesson 30

God is in everything I see because God is in my mind.  I found a lot of comfort in this lesson.  It was a 'lights go on' reminder that God is always ever-present.  It can be so easy to cruise, stumble, walk, run, and fumble through life only to remember on occasion that God is ever-present.  Working through these lessons is such a nice way to be in tune with God's presence.

Some of the most joyful moments in practicing this lesson today were in playing outside with my grandson.  We went sledding (he wasn't a big fan), we took the beagle for a walk (he always loves this), we made snow angels (he didn't want to stop doing this), and we admired the sky - the pinkish-orangish was beautiful.  His rosy round cheeks and dimpled smile created the most incredible God glow I could have asked for.  This is a vision I will long hold in my heart.

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