Why this? Why now?

I have given a great deal of thought to whether or not a blog is right for me. I have been on an amazing journey - some of it very sad, some of it profoundly joyful. Transformation is possible - I know because it is happening with me.

I can't say for sure when it all started, other than it started happening with tremendous regularity upon my 40th birthday. This may be a rather normal occurence - you reach a certain age and start wondering if this is all there is in life. Am I doing what I'm meant to be doing? Are my beliefs real - what are my beliefs exactly?

Here's a smattering of the journey -

I got a divorce and began to discover and explore life from a much different perspective.

I began thinking about my health and researching and reaching out to learn things like: what I should be doing to avoid heart disease. The book, The China Study, changed my life. I am now a vegetarian. This also led me to quit smoking....and finally to stop drinking, too (I don't care what the studies say - just eat the grapes instead).

I have embarked upon an incredible spiritual journey - from a comparative religions class, to studying Ayurvedic living (of which I'm now studying to become an instructor), to learning more about Buddhism, and, as documented here in my blog, an active study of A Course In Miracles.

I am in a place in my life where I finally recognize very consciously that what I put in my mind and in my body is what comes out. As I am reminded most days when listening to Deepak Chopra's soul affirmations, "My body is the garden of my soul."

May I be of vessel of spirit, of loving-compassion.

Yes, I do think a blog is right for me. Thank you for joining me.
Namaste,

mac

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Day 145 - Lesson 144

127 - There is no love but God's.
128 - The world I see holds nothing I want.

I had a webinar today for my Perfect Health teacher certification training.  We reviewed lesson 1.  As I sat there listening, reviewing the information, and taking notes I felt inspired and intrigued and excited and thankful.  I find such promise and joy in learning and applying Ayurveda in my life.  For the remainder of the day, I felt connected and a greater sense of clarity.  This reinforces for me the importance of living this more conscious-based life, living a life with purpose - living life on purpose. 

When we are immersed in activities that we lose track of time - we are in dharma - living our purpose.  It's those times that our connection to God, Source, Spirit feels tangible and every sense is alive with love.   

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