Why this? Why now?

I have given a great deal of thought to whether or not a blog is right for me. I have been on an amazing journey - some of it very sad, some of it profoundly joyful. Transformation is possible - I know because it is happening with me.

I can't say for sure when it all started, other than it started happening with tremendous regularity upon my 40th birthday. This may be a rather normal occurence - you reach a certain age and start wondering if this is all there is in life. Am I doing what I'm meant to be doing? Are my beliefs real - what are my beliefs exactly?

Here's a smattering of the journey -

I got a divorce and began to discover and explore life from a much different perspective.

I began thinking about my health and researching and reaching out to learn things like: what I should be doing to avoid heart disease. The book, The China Study, changed my life. I am now a vegetarian. This also led me to quit smoking....and finally to stop drinking, too (I don't care what the studies say - just eat the grapes instead).

I have embarked upon an incredible spiritual journey - from a comparative religions class, to studying Ayurvedic living (of which I'm now studying to become an instructor), to learning more about Buddhism, and, as documented here in my blog, an active study of A Course In Miracles.

I am in a place in my life where I finally recognize very consciously that what I put in my mind and in my body is what comes out. As I am reminded most days when listening to Deepak Chopra's soul affirmations, "My body is the garden of my soul."

May I be of vessel of spirit, of loving-compassion.

Yes, I do think a blog is right for me. Thank you for joining me.
Namaste,

mac

Friday, July 22, 2011

Day 203 - Lesson 202

I am not a body.  I am free.
For I am still as God created me.

(182) I will be still an instant and go home.

Why would I choose to stay an instant more where I do not belong, when God Himself has given me His Voice to call me home?

I am not a body.  I am free.
for I am still as God created me.

As I first began my regular meditation practice just over a year ago, I remember wondering how I was going to fit meditation into my already over-burdened schedule.  I was worried about that, but certainly willing to give it a try.  I had no struggle with the morning meditation.  It was the evening practice that was most difficult.  My day at work never ends at a regular or consistent time.  It's all based on the activities and needs of the organization.  Some days it's 5:30, some 6:00, and still others later.  There are often evening work functions, board functions, community functions to attend.  And, of course, there's the beagle - she needs a walk (as do I) every day, too.  As time has marched on, I find that the meditation practice has become an integral part of my day and it takes priority.

I felt especially blessed today because I was able to experience a third meditation.  It was a guided meditation, the voice of David Ji, in the hills, in the sunshine, holding hands with a special someone, while the beagle sniffed through the tall grass.  David Ji, when he's teaching meditation, says, "What happens in meditation isn't what's important.  What's important is what happens the other 23 hours a day." 

Meditation is listening to God, to Spirit, to Love.  It is taking 'an instant to go home.'  It is the thing that makes us glow.

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