Why this? Why now?

I have given a great deal of thought to whether or not a blog is right for me. I have been on an amazing journey - some of it very sad, some of it profoundly joyful. Transformation is possible - I know because it is happening with me.

I can't say for sure when it all started, other than it started happening with tremendous regularity upon my 40th birthday. This may be a rather normal occurence - you reach a certain age and start wondering if this is all there is in life. Am I doing what I'm meant to be doing? Are my beliefs real - what are my beliefs exactly?

Here's a smattering of the journey -

I got a divorce and began to discover and explore life from a much different perspective.

I began thinking about my health and researching and reaching out to learn things like: what I should be doing to avoid heart disease. The book, The China Study, changed my life. I am now a vegetarian. This also led me to quit smoking....and finally to stop drinking, too (I don't care what the studies say - just eat the grapes instead).

I have embarked upon an incredible spiritual journey - from a comparative religions class, to studying Ayurvedic living (of which I'm now studying to become an instructor), to learning more about Buddhism, and, as documented here in my blog, an active study of A Course In Miracles.

I am in a place in my life where I finally recognize very consciously that what I put in my mind and in my body is what comes out. As I am reminded most days when listening to Deepak Chopra's soul affirmations, "My body is the garden of my soul."

May I be of vessel of spirit, of loving-compassion.

Yes, I do think a blog is right for me. Thank you for joining me.
Namaste,

mac

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Day 190 - Lesson 189

I feel the Love of God within me now.

To feel the love of God within you is to see the world anew, shining in innocence, alive with hope, and blessed with perfect charity and love.

My day was much less stressful today than yesterday.  The problems of yesterday, the heaviness in my heart, the tears in my eyes were replaced with steps toward resolution.  "The journey of 1,000 miles begins with one step."

Today I experienced an amazing and unique opportunity that embodies this lesson beautifully.  I work in a multi-cultural environment - with people from upwards of 30 different national origins.  This is a tremendous opportunity that never ceases to surprise, delight, and astound me.  The personal stories of loss, torture, sacrifice, dogged-determination, love, and hope abound. 

We have a group of the 'Lost Boys' of Sudan who work for us.  A couple of days ago, one of them invited me to attend a celebration of their independence (The Republic of South Sudan), today, July 9th.  The celebration was held at a local church.  I had no idea what to expect.  I entered a room at the church and looked upon a group of folks (most from the same company I work for) from all over the world.  There were several from South Sudan, but North Sudan, Morocco, Ethiopia, Somalia, Kenya, Mexico, and the U.S.A. were also represented.  The man who invited me opened the celebration by asking a church representative to say a prayer, then the man began to invite attendees to come forward and say a few words about South Sudan's rebirth and independence.  He invited me first.  I felt both surprised and honored.  The celebration was emotionally profound.  Reflecting upon the fear, the great loss, the tremendous suffering those young boys experienced - some have no idea what their birth dates are, they've witnessed and suffered painful and heart-wrenching torture, they've lost loved ones, and have adjusted to life in a foreign country.  Each of them are clearly grateful to be in the United States of America, but what an incredible sense of relief for them to see this day!

They truly saw the world anew today - shining in innocence, alive with hope!  And I had the great honor of sharing that hope, of basking in that innocence, of looking at the world anew!  May God's Love fill our hearts and bring peace where there is turbulence and strife.

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