Why this? Why now?

I have given a great deal of thought to whether or not a blog is right for me. I have been on an amazing journey - some of it very sad, some of it profoundly joyful. Transformation is possible - I know because it is happening with me.

I can't say for sure when it all started, other than it started happening with tremendous regularity upon my 40th birthday. This may be a rather normal occurence - you reach a certain age and start wondering if this is all there is in life. Am I doing what I'm meant to be doing? Are my beliefs real - what are my beliefs exactly?

Here's a smattering of the journey -

I got a divorce and began to discover and explore life from a much different perspective.

I began thinking about my health and researching and reaching out to learn things like: what I should be doing to avoid heart disease. The book, The China Study, changed my life. I am now a vegetarian. This also led me to quit smoking....and finally to stop drinking, too (I don't care what the studies say - just eat the grapes instead).

I have embarked upon an incredible spiritual journey - from a comparative religions class, to studying Ayurvedic living (of which I'm now studying to become an instructor), to learning more about Buddhism, and, as documented here in my blog, an active study of A Course In Miracles.

I am in a place in my life where I finally recognize very consciously that what I put in my mind and in my body is what comes out. As I am reminded most days when listening to Deepak Chopra's soul affirmations, "My body is the garden of my soul."

May I be of vessel of spirit, of loving-compassion.

Yes, I do think a blog is right for me. Thank you for joining me.
Namaste,

mac

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Day 173- Lesson 172

God is but Love, and therefore so am I.
153 - In my defenselessness my safety lies.
God is but Love, and therefore so am I.
154 - I am among the ministers of God.
God is but Love, and therefore so am I.

I had a session today in which I learned a bit about vedic astrology - jyotish.  It was fascinating.  While my chart couldn't be definitively read because my birth time is uncertain.  It was an opportunity to embrace uncertainty - something I struggle with.  However, it all ties in so nicely with these two lessons.  I am of pure consciousness and, therefore, there is no reason to defend anything.  I am safe.  My dharma, my purpose in life, is to serve others in whatever capacity I am meant to - in this way I am a minister of God, of Love, of Source, of Pure Consciousness.

Let go....let it be....let go and let God.  It makes sense.
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