The glory of my Father is my own.
I had another really quiet day and spent much of it in silent reflection. I felt a little out-of-sorts....strange rooms in strange cities, lots of speeding traffic, fast internet, movement in every direction, lots of unfamiliar noises....and to top it all off, I'm a wee bit nervous about this week. I know that the presentations and tests are set up in a way that will make it hard to fail. However, that old ego voice in my head occasionally whispers in my ear, "You're not smart enough. You're not prepared enough." I respond with, "Of course, I'm smart enough....though the quantum physics stuff still gets me some; and, I studied a lot, there may be a few things I still don't know or won't remember, but I did really study."
So....I am embracing uncertainty. I am putting my best foot forward and with each step I am filling the space with love. I trust that if this certification is what I am meant to have, then I will have it.
I am most especially embracing this line of this lesson: We are one, united in this light and one with You, at peace with all creation and ourselves.
This will indeed help me through all of the uncertainty.
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