Why this? Why now?

I have given a great deal of thought to whether or not a blog is right for me. I have been on an amazing journey - some of it very sad, some of it profoundly joyful. Transformation is possible - I know because it is happening with me.

I can't say for sure when it all started, other than it started happening with tremendous regularity upon my 40th birthday. This may be a rather normal occurence - you reach a certain age and start wondering if this is all there is in life. Am I doing what I'm meant to be doing? Are my beliefs real - what are my beliefs exactly?

Here's a smattering of the journey -

I got a divorce and began to discover and explore life from a much different perspective.

I began thinking about my health and researching and reaching out to learn things like: what I should be doing to avoid heart disease. The book, The China Study, changed my life. I am now a vegetarian. This also led me to quit smoking....and finally to stop drinking, too (I don't care what the studies say - just eat the grapes instead).

I have embarked upon an incredible spiritual journey - from a comparative religions class, to studying Ayurvedic living (of which I'm now studying to become an instructor), to learning more about Buddhism, and, as documented here in my blog, an active study of A Course In Miracles.

I am in a place in my life where I finally recognize very consciously that what I put in my mind and in my body is what comes out. As I am reminded most days when listening to Deepak Chopra's soul affirmations, "My body is the garden of my soul."

May I be of vessel of spirit, of loving-compassion.

Yes, I do think a blog is right for me. Thank you for joining me.
Namaste,

mac

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Day 226 - Lesson 225

God is my Father, and His Son loves Him.

This is a lesson in the sameness of giving and receiving.  The cosmic energy of spirit is always available, always there, just waiting to be embraced.  When I open my heart and fill it with gratitude, with love, and with service to others the gift of spirit is expressed.  It fills my heart and feeds my soul.  Today, the day in which I recognize more fully, I focus on more diligently, pure potentiality.

Near a clear pond with rays of brilliant sunshine drops and fields of wild flowers, and the laughter of little boys, and soap bubbles floating, and beagles swimming....my day has been filled with gratitude, with joy, and with pure potentiality - Spirit, Source, God, Love.

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