Why this? Why now?

I have given a great deal of thought to whether or not a blog is right for me. I have been on an amazing journey - some of it very sad, some of it profoundly joyful. Transformation is possible - I know because it is happening with me.

I can't say for sure when it all started, other than it started happening with tremendous regularity upon my 40th birthday. This may be a rather normal occurence - you reach a certain age and start wondering if this is all there is in life. Am I doing what I'm meant to be doing? Are my beliefs real - what are my beliefs exactly?

Here's a smattering of the journey -

I got a divorce and began to discover and explore life from a much different perspective.

I began thinking about my health and researching and reaching out to learn things like: what I should be doing to avoid heart disease. The book, The China Study, changed my life. I am now a vegetarian. This also led me to quit smoking....and finally to stop drinking, too (I don't care what the studies say - just eat the grapes instead).

I have embarked upon an incredible spiritual journey - from a comparative religions class, to studying Ayurvedic living (of which I'm now studying to become an instructor), to learning more about Buddhism, and, as documented here in my blog, an active study of A Course In Miracles.

I am in a place in my life where I finally recognize very consciously that what I put in my mind and in my body is what comes out. As I am reminded most days when listening to Deepak Chopra's soul affirmations, "My body is the garden of my soul."

May I be of vessel of spirit, of loving-compassion.

Yes, I do think a blog is right for me. Thank you for joining me.
Namaste,

mac

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Day 303 - Lesson 302

Where darkness was I look upon the light.

This finally felt like an illumined day for me.  I have been feeling buried and overwhelmed these past few weeks.  However, I felt a real sense of accomplishment today.

I completed figuring out and writing 15 radio spots for the next couple of weeks and I got them taped.  I completed one presentation for my next certification training - two to go.  I mostly have everything memorized that I'm supposed to have memorized.  I have no evening meetings this week (hooray!).  Aahhh, I have some breathing room....

The most beautifully illumined activity of my day was in spending time with a lovely group of souls - we acknowledged ancient wisdom, we meditated together, and we honored timeless vibrations deep within our souls.  Oh, and the sun shined upon us a few times today.

So much light, so much love!
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