Why this? Why now?

I have given a great deal of thought to whether or not a blog is right for me. I have been on an amazing journey - some of it very sad, some of it profoundly joyful. Transformation is possible - I know because it is happening with me.

I can't say for sure when it all started, other than it started happening with tremendous regularity upon my 40th birthday. This may be a rather normal occurence - you reach a certain age and start wondering if this is all there is in life. Am I doing what I'm meant to be doing? Are my beliefs real - what are my beliefs exactly?

Here's a smattering of the journey -

I got a divorce and began to discover and explore life from a much different perspective.

I began thinking about my health and researching and reaching out to learn things like: what I should be doing to avoid heart disease. The book, The China Study, changed my life. I am now a vegetarian. This also led me to quit smoking....and finally to stop drinking, too (I don't care what the studies say - just eat the grapes instead).

I have embarked upon an incredible spiritual journey - from a comparative religions class, to studying Ayurvedic living (of which I'm now studying to become an instructor), to learning more about Buddhism, and, as documented here in my blog, an active study of A Course In Miracles.

I am in a place in my life where I finally recognize very consciously that what I put in my mind and in my body is what comes out. As I am reminded most days when listening to Deepak Chopra's soul affirmations, "My body is the garden of my soul."

May I be of vessel of spirit, of loving-compassion.

Yes, I do think a blog is right for me. Thank you for joining me.
Namaste,

mac

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Day 326 - Lesson 325

All things I think I see reflect ideas.

Today I watched as the snow fell.  It caught my attention and I couldn't stop looking at it.  I thought about how each snowflake is unique - that no two snowflakes are exactly alike.  Much like humans, we are all unique and no two of us are exactly the same.  I was mesmerized and felt completely connected to each flake of falling snow.  I felt a touch of sadness when it stopped snowing.  The beauty of this moment was in feeling how miraculous it is that we are all connected to the same energy source - that my personal body is connected to my environment, and my breath is connected to my mind, and my mind is connected to my soul, and it all melds into one all-connecting energy field.

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